Part 3: Does my action matter?
In order to feel relevant, I need to
get over a few myths.
[For much more eloquent myth-busting,
backed with experience in the real world, read this on Humanosphere,
an NPR blog about global health and the fight against
poverty.]
1) Working to correct global health
inequities means I need to be spoonfeeding oral rehydration therapy
to a child in Africa who clearly has had less access to good health
than me.
Debunking this myth is a matter of
recognizing the utility of distance. Leaving this exotification of
distress (the suffering needs to be happening in a place very
different from mine for it to be to extreme and real) aside for now,
let's all take an honest attempt at humility and remember that the
world is complicated. Your individual impact on the world is complex,
multi-faceted, and real. And before traipsing off to a community you
formerly have had no stake or familiarity with, remember the homeless person at
the supermarket, or the coughing woman on the bus. "Global"
health inequities include your own community. They're local, and at
your doorstep. Which makes action that much more possible and
relevant.
Ironically, I didn't gain this appreciation until I went abroad. When I was in South Africa, we worked on a "case study" to do a three-day examination of the elderly's perception and understanding of HIV/AIDS. One day, we conducted a focus group in what would be considered a slum area. While we heatedly discussed the merits and flaws of qualitative and quantitative research methods, which felt incredibly distant from the real needs of the people inhabiting the country we were visiting, the indulgence of our actions dawned upon me. We were going to invite ourselves into the homes of strangers, ask them to consider deep and personal questions, extract what we needed for our presentation, and then leave - all for this abstract goal of "education". I proposed that we bring fruit to eat during the focus group, and bought some before we went to conduct it. As we handed out the fruit before we asked our strategically designed questions, I watched some of the older women smell the skin of guava, or pluck an orange out of the bunch approvingly. As I saw them literally consume this nourishment, I knew this was the only unambiguous good I felt we had done this entire project - to, in a small way, offer a small token of gratitude to those who were so generous with their knowledge.
When I came back to school, I was having an in-depth conversation with a friend in the college bookstore. We might have been talking about the construct of language or the meaning of life - all abstract questions college students can give themselves time to ponder. Sitting near us was a man who clearly had been there for a while, with no indication he was off to anywhere else. I had a box of cherry tomatoes I was sharing with my friend. I offered the man nearby some, and he accepted, graciously. Maybe his tanned skin, weathered hands, and yellowed eyes didn't mean he was homeless or economically disadvantaged - maybe he worked at a job that was extremely trying to the body. Maybe he was just another human being, enjoying tomatoes. I asked if it would be okay if I left the rest of the box with him, since I wasn't able to finish it.
"Oh yes, I would like that," he said. "I would like that very much."
[For another student perspective on how
our actions at home at relevant to those abroad, read this
well-written post by Critical Development Forum founder Dean Chahim.]
2) So what if I buy this toothpaste
instead of that one? This isn't going to change anything.
The hardest part here, for me, and
perhaps part of the reason why our generation been heralded as more
active, engaged, and concerned about the future compared to those
past, is that I/we crave gratification, quickly. If I can't see the
results, I can't be sure it worked. Not only do I need to see the results, but they need to happen on a timeline I'm familiar with - two weeks is enough for me to churn out a 12-page research paper, so how is developing effective malaria prevention schemes supposed to take three years? And more realistically, 10 years? I haven't engaged with any life project of my own that recently that has been longer than four years - the only examples I have are high school and college.
But say I take the heart the
possibility. The possibility that this $5 purchase of toothpaste is a
vote towards a world where consumers are informed of the product's
origins, the labor practices that it funds, the environmental impact
of the company's practices, and distribution of the profits. To
engage with the idea that my choice counts is to admit that this drop
in the bucket may be the one that breaks the surface tension and
causes an overflow - a critical millivolt of energy in what becomes
known as a social movement towards socially responsible business
practices. Say this movement is documented in a moving newspaper
article that catches the eye of a public relations executive at a
multinational corporation that manufactures toothpaste. And say they
become alarmed with the competition so that they revise, revisit, and
make transparent their labor practices. Say salaries for workers
increase, and with the extra income, workers are able to send their
kids to school. One day the kid comes home and talks about the
importance of hand-washing so as to avoid spreading germs, and their
younger sibling doesn't catch a preventable diarherreal disease that
might have taken their life under other circumstances.
Maybe it's a far-fetched idea.
But here, I at least vote for these
general principles, when indicating my preferences as a consumer, for
a world I would like to live in.
I've had the idea in my head that socially responsible consumption was a good thing - maybe for a long time at the beginning for superficial reasons. Maybe I just liked the idea of getting "social good" vibes from something as everyday and easy as buying a
Viva Glam MAC lipstick instead of a regular MAC lipstick. I had my healthy suspicions that perhaps through some creative accounting, MAC could claim that "Every cent of the selling price of MAC VIVA GLAM lipstick and lipglass is donated to the MAC AIDS Fund," while $7.50 of my $14 went to running the ads for the Viva Glam campaigns, $5 went to administrative costs, and $1.50 went to a random non-profit who in turn used $0.02 of it to buy 1/10 of a condom that they gave out for free in a place where people already had financial access to condoms anyway.
Cynicism can be healthy. But sometimes, only optimism can sustain your faith. Our study abroad program also took us to India. When we visited
YRG Care in Chennai, director Dr. Solomon unveiled their plans in the next year to build a multi-building complex to expand their services and accessibility along a block of the bustling city. Construction, she said, would cost around $1 million, and was funded by the MAC AIDS Foundation.
I still use that MAC lipstick I bought a year ago. I carry it around with me with affection, remembering that in an indirect way, my $14 somehow made possible Dr. Solomon's work in India. From seeing her make presentations twice, and watching her in her workplace, I know her foundation is a worthy cause - a place that delivers results under the charismatic leadership. Even my small signal as a consumer to MAC that I would rather buy make-up products that help finance reputable non-profits could be a blip on the radar.
Sometimes, we just need to trust in our intentions, and stop letting our cynicism be our excuse.
3) I threw a recyclable water bottle in
the trash today because I didn't want to carry it around, drank a
Coke that not only supports a sub-par company but also isn't the best
for my health, and would much rather go to the movies in my
gas-consuming vehicle than finish reading this blog post. I go to a
well-respected school and have a sincere interest in combating global
health inequities. If I can't do this, how can I expect others to?
Working for the social good isn't
always loud, or obvious, or sexy. And as people, we're not perfect.
Sure, we'll have times when we might question if we can do more -
likely we should. But at the same time, the first steps are the
crucial ones, and giving up is the fastest way to disengage with the
idea that you matter. Your commitment is admirable, and important.
Keep it up, despite any setbacks. Most importantly, before we change others, we do need to believe we are capable of the change in ourselves. More generally, while we can do our best, there are some things that we need to accept are out of our control - it's just a matter of picking our battles wisely.
I'll admit, I probably have thrown a water bottle in a trash can in the last month. During the summer I was home, I also found out about
Recycling for the People, and encouraged our parents to sign up for the program. For two weeks, they were very resistant to the idea. "You want us to
pay someone else to make money off of our recyclables?" I had formerly spent a summer living in Taiwan, where I could see my waste shrink to a small mound of compost and plastic wrappers - made possible after happily sorting all my paper products, restaurant to-go containers, bottles, cans, styrofoam, and old clothing into the recycling bins in the basement of the apartment complex. At home in America, seeing plastic to-go containers in the trash can made me frustrated. After days of prodding and asking, my mom agreed we could try it for a month. We've been on the program for six months now, and from my expert guesses from having taken out the trash, our household has reduced the volume of our trash by at least two thirds. Instead of us holding on to plastic bags and styrofoam that we would have to travel miles to process (and get minimal payment, if at all, for), we can give it to someone else who will accumulate a critical mass and process it on a regular basis.
So yes, I'm still a little mad at myself for not recycling that water bottle, but I remember too, that I have made a contribution where it counts more. I pick the important things to hold on to, keep my head up for the future, and let the rest go.
In what ways can you contribute to building a more healthy and just world? What can you do today, or tomorrow, to contribute positively to your neighborhood? Tomorrow we'll post our some concluding thoughts on this mini-series - check back!